You read my wordsAnd you are  disturbed,Because I share my pain,My darkness,My emptiness,And I wonder,Sometimes aloud,If anyone hears me.But I know now that you do,It is reflected in your fear,In your concern,But do not be afraid,I will not hurt myself.I do not wishFor an easy escape from my pain,My anguish,My…

I unpacked a lot today She said As we talked I talked Words Joy Anger Disappointment Betrayal Brother, why weren’t you there for me She died alone Then tears My mother’s death Still fresh An open wound But the tears speak Of more Yet to be confronted Childhood Yet to…

Noise envelopes meIt is my constant companionMechanicalElectronicHumanAnimalAll mount against meTo assault my consciousnessAnd drown outThe voices in my headAnd it is only in the nightIn that sacred momentBefore I am anesthetized by sleepThat the voices break through in a dull roar of silenceAnd words fill my mindIn an impotent attemptTo…

You may see me hereBut I am a ghostI am not deadBut I am lost to myselfI have lost my selfAnd if I am lost to my selfWho will you miss when I am goneMy world is darkUnbalancedAll Yin and no YangNo flow to smooth the edgesThe clothes in need…